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  “You’ve already done that. Maybe you could set some new goals for yourself.”

  He slammed the door, and I felt a wide grin slowly spread across the width of my face.

  “Tell me I was correct in assuming that was your ex-father-inlaw,” she said.

  “None other,” I said, unable to keep from grinning.

  “What an ass,” she said in disgust.

  “He didn’t exactly get to see your best side either,” I said.

  “I thought my ass was my best side,” she said with a smile.

  “Not exactly what I meant.”

  “I guess not, but he’s not going to see my best side. He’s not going to come within a mile of it. You two are working on the same case?”

  “Actually, we are working together on it.”

  “You don’t seem too together.”

  “We are as together as we are going to get.”

  “Now,” she said with a warm smile, “how can I help you solve this case?”

  “What?” I asked. “What happened to it being bad for me?”

  “Well, this time you’ll have me to help you, and I’m going to help you solve this thing before that obnoxious bastard does. So, how can I help?”

  “Tell me all you can about Johnson,” I said.

  She did.

  “Do you know for a fact that Jacobson was Johnson’s pimp?”

  “As much as you can know such things for facts. They were both assigned to me.”

  “What was his job assignment?”

  “Outside grounds,” she said, seeming not to catch how odd that was.

  Inmates who worked outside of the institution did so because they were deemed to be a low escape risk. It had to do with their custody, their release date, and past history (had they ever tried to escape before?). It was a gamble, and it was the responsibility of their classification officer.

  “Outside the gate?” I asked. “Are you sure? That can’t be right.”

  “What do you mean?” she said. She must have been really distracted.

  “I find it interesting that he works outside the gate and he tries to escape in the trash truck on his day off.”

  The greatest risk and highest percentage of escapes occurred with those who were working outside the gate. Breaking out of the institution was difficult, but once you were outside, well, you had a chance.

  “Nobody ever said they were smart,” she said. “But I see what you mean.”

  “What else can you tell me about him?”

  “As you can imagine, he spent a lot of time in confinement for physical contact with other inmates and drug use.”

  “By physical contact, you mean sexual contact, right?”

  “It sure wasn’t fighting. Did you see how small he was?”

  “No. I don’t recall ever having seen him. Probably didn’t spend a lot of time in the chapel.” But I had seen him-his eyes, his lifeless black eyes.

  “Well, he was in the beginning stages of AIDS.”

  Oh, my God, I thought. I was covered in his blood. Think. Do I have any sores, open cuts, wounds. Think. Focus. Father, please protect me. Don’t let me have AIDS. Let me live to serve you longer and to find love again.

  “Do you think that’s related to his apparent escape attempt?” I said finally, realizing that Anna was staring at me.

  “Yes, possibly. I don’t know,” she said. She must have noticed my sudden agitation. “You came in contact with his blood, didn’t you?

  The chances that you could have it are so small you shouldn’t even

  worry about it. Okay?”

  “Okay. I’m not really worried,” I lied.

  “Good. You shouldn’t be. Now, why did you say apparent escape attempt?”

  “It seems to me that had he really wanted to escape, he could have from his job much more easily than the way he chose. Besides, he sat there in that bag and heard what the officer was doing to all the other bags. He had to know what was coming.”

  “You’re thinking suicide?”

  “I’m at least considering the possibility-all the possibilities. But suicide is one of the least likely. There are much better ways to commit suicide.”

  “What are the other possibilities?” she asked, her voice rising in excitement.

  “About a thousand others, but the one I’m thinking about seriously is murder.”

  “Murder? That’s ridiculous,” she said.

  “Maybe so, but I feel that I must consider it, until I know otherwise.”

  “Sure, that’s good investigating procedure. Keep an open mind … but-”

  “It’s good theology too,” I interrupted.

  “Yes, I guess it is. But you have a reason for seriously considering it. What is it?”

  “Let’s just say that everybody at this institution knows how that garbage is checked, and it would be a great way to hide a murder or have one committed.”

  “Interesting. I never thought of it that way before. So, you think somebody killed him and then put him in the garbage bag so that he’d be dumped somewhere or get stabbed and it would look like he was killed trying to escape.”

  “I just think that if it were an escape attempt, he would have lost his nerve there at the end.”

  “Maybe. Maybe the officer had been paid to miss that bag.”

  “Maybe. But if he were, that meant he knew the inmate was in there, which meant he knew he was killing him. Which means that he deserves an Oscar for his performance.”

  “He was shaken?” she asked.

  “He was shaken and stirred,” I said.

  “Sounds like you’ve given this some thought.”

  “A little,” I said, and then we fell into silence. It was a comfortable silence. After a couple of minutes, I said, “What can you tell me about Jacobson?”

  “I was wondering when you would get to that,” she said with a smile that said she knew something that I didn’t. I saw that smile a lot.

  “I can tell you that not only was he Johnson’s pimp, but he was also in the infirmary with Johnson on Monday night.”

  “What?”

  “Yeah. And, they had a fight. Tuesday morning Jacobson was taken to confinement and locked up, and Johnson … Well, you know what happened to him.”

  “What time was he placed in the box?”

  “Log indicates that it was around six thirty in the morning. Of course, those logs are never exact.”

  “No, but it’s probably close to the actual time, which means he could have killed him and bagged him before he was taken away,” I said.

  “Maybe, I don’t know. Seems to me that whoever did the deed would have to actually put the bag on the truck or run the risk of whoever did load the bag discovering what was inside it,” she said.

  “Very good point,” I said. “There’s something else too.”

  “What’s that?”

  “It may not mean anything, but then again, who knows? He was locked up before the shift change. And yet, it was close to the time of the shift change. Too close.”

  “What do you mean?” she asked, genuinely interested.

  To have a woman like Anna Rodden genuinely interested in anything you say is more than most men dream of.

  “I mean, from what I’ve seen, if something occurs that close to the shift change, the officers leaving save it for the officers just coming in.”

  “That’s true,” she said. “God, you’re good. Do you really think you can handle it better than the Stone Mountain thing?”

  “Time will tell, but I think so. I think that I’m a different person. Besides, I have you and Merrill.”

  “If you need someone to talk to, you know where to find me.”

  “Thank you.”

  “I haven’t done anything yet.”

  “Oh, yes, you have. You’ve listened, you’ve given me some much-needed female attention and perspective, and, most of all, you’ve made my day by telling off Tom Daniels.”

  “You know I love you. Always have. We s
hare something very special. And, you don’t have AIDS.”

  “I know. I love you too. And thanks again. You were amazing.”

  “Was there ever any doubt I would be?” she said with a small chuckle, pretending to be kidding, which she was not.

  Chapter 5

  Potter Correctional Institution was its own little world-a society of captives with their own social order, classes, economy, and laws. In this world, I was a stranger. PCI was my job; it was their home. I spent eight hours a day there; they spent twenty-four. I needed a guide. There were less than three inmates out of fifteen hundred that I felt might actually help me. My first choice was the inmate assigned to the chapel to assist me, Mr. Smith. I was told during orientation not to call any inmate mister or sir, but I made an exception for Mr. Smith.

  Mr. Smith was old, exactly how old I wasn’t sure-I don’t think he was either. His back was slightly bent, causing him to bow forward a little as he walked. Being a black man in America had bent, but not broken this man. As he walked, with his head down, a small bald spot could be seen right at the very crown of his head. He was raised in the old Southern school of repression, in an era when a black man was to be seen and not heard-seen working, that is. We had developed a good relationship since I had been at PCI. After returning from Anna’s office, I decided to ask him to explain a few things to me about life on the inside. When I returned to my office, however, there were several inmates waiting to see me.

  On an average day, I have contact with over a hundred inmates, twenty of whom usually came to my office with their problems. Issues ranging from family crises to conflicts with one of the other inmates or officers filled the majority of my counseling sessions. Many inmates came to me with things I could do nothing about, especially if they related to security or housing issues; however, since I am one of only a few that will even take the time to listen to them, they come.

  Some inmates actually came to my office out of a desire for rehabilitation, recovery, and spiritual growth-that was as refreshing as it was novel. Most came over trivial matters relating to their job or bed assignments or wanting to use my phone.

  “Chaplainsuh, I’s wandering if you could let me use the phone,” Inmate Jones, an elderly, slow-talking and slow-moving black man, said when we were seated in my office. “My aunt is real sick. I need to call my peoples.”

  “I’m sorry,” I said. “As you know, the department will only allow me to place a phone call for you in the event of the death or serious illness of an immediate family member. Even then I have to verify it by an outside official like a doctor or funeral director.”

  “Just this once. I really need to talk to her. She raise me, you know.”

  “Is she at home or in the hospital?”

  “She at home.”

  “The only thing I can do is give you a phone pass that will allow you to call collect from your dorm.”

  I opened my desk drawer to retrieve a phone pass form. When I looked down, there was the request from Ike Johnson. In the events of the morning, I had forgotten it. I shut the drawer.

  “She got a block on her phone,” he said, failing to see the contradiction in what he was saying.

  If she really wanted to hear from him, why would she have a block on her line? I often wondered how inmates could tell me with a straight face how close they were with their families and yet admit that their families had gone to the trouble of placing a block on their phones that prevented them from calling.

  “The only thing I can suggest is for you to have another family member call or write her.”

  He stood up to leave, obviously angry.

  “Would you like to talk about how your aunt’s illness is making you feel?” I asked.

  “All I want to do is call my peoples,” he said, opening my door to leave.

  “By the way,” I said, “how did you find out that she was sick in the first place?”

  “I call my moms,” he said before he thought about what he was saying.

  “Why don’t you call her again and ask her how your aunt is? In fact, if she has a three-way feature on her phone, she can then call your aunt, and you can talk to her that way.”

  “You don’t understand,” he said walking through he open door.

  “I’m trying to,” I said. “If you can think of how I can help you within the rules, I will be happy to do it,” I said-more to the back of his head than anything else.

  As soon as he left, I opened my center desk drawer and extracted my mail and the request form. Inmate request forms are how inmates make requests from of staff members in prison. The top of the request form stated that it was from Ike Johnson and to Chaplain Jordan. The request read: “Dear Chaplin sir, I really need to talk to you very soon. Can I come to your office tomorrow? It’s real important. I scared I either going to try to escape or kill myself and don’t know who to talk to. Sir, you my only hope. May God bless you, Chaplin sir.”

  Unlike any other request I had ever received, this one was typed. Most inmates did not have access to typewriters, and the ones who did were only allowed to use them for official reasons such as law work. I glanced up at the date. It was dated the day he was killed. I should have received the request that day, but, because of the incident in the sally port, I had not picked up my mail. Ironically, his death was the very thing that had delayed my getting his plea for help. I felt sad for him and just a little sick. If he were planning an escape, why would he request to come and see me? Obvious question, I know, but it must be asked. Did he really send it? I wondered what he was going through and if it were the sort thing that people were killed for.

  I reread the request several times. The type had several distinguishing marks, not the least of which was that the letter “t” was missing the right side of the crossbar, the letter “o” was missing the bottom curve, and the letter “a” was much darker than the rest of the type. The typewriter that produced this request would not be difficult to find.

  While I was examining the request, Mr. Smith tapped on the door.

  “Come in,” I said.

  “Brother Chaplainsuh, they’s two mo’ to see you now.” Mr. Smith’s blue uniform was always neatly pressed and buttoned to the top button.

  “Do you know what they want?” I asked.

  “One say he didn’t get the Father’s Day card we sent him. The other one wants you to make copies of his legal papers.”

  “Sounds like they can wait a minute or two. Would you mind coming in and talking to me for a few minutes?”

  “Nosuh, I don’t mind,” he said as he swaggered in and slowly took his seat. “I done something wrongsuh?” he asked.

  “No. Nothing like that at all,” I said reassuringly. “Actually, I need your help.”

  “Okaysuh.” He was slumped so far down in his chair as to be nearly horizontal. His head hung down as if it were too much effort to keep it up. His long arms dangled on either side of the chair, nearly touching the floor.

  “I’m still trying to understand how things work on the compound and wondered if you could explain it to me.”

  “’Splain whatsuh?” he asked slowly.

  “First of all, how often do you hear inmates talking about trying to escape? I’m talking about serious talks about escape attempts.”

  He hesitated. “Nosuh, not many ever say anything like that to me. Too hard. Chances are they couldn’t make it. Not worth it. This place harder to get out of than it look.”

  “Has anyone ever tried to escape from here before?” I asked, knowing that he had been here almost the entire three years this institution had been open.

  “Nosuh. Not as I know of. Couple from the work camp did, but they caught them lickidy-split.”

  “What do you think about the escape attempt we had yesterday?

  “I think he a fool. Everybody know what they do to the trash. Maybe he wanted to die. Never tell about him.”

  “But you don’t think that it was a serious escape attempt?”

  “N
osuh. Either he wanted to die, or somebody wanted him to die.”

  “I see. What can you tell me about drugs or alcohol on the compound?”

  “They’s those who have it. They’s those that would love to have it but can’t afford it. They’s those who do anything for it.”

  “Is there a lot of it on the compound?”

  “Nosuh, not a lot. And they’s really only two things-buck and hash.”

  “How do they get it?”

  “Most the liquor is homemade. Inmates in food services or the chapel sneak juice or old fruit and sugar back down on the ’pound. Mix it up and let it ferment.”

  “You mean inmates have stolen our communion juice to make buck?”

  “Yesuh. Some go to church on communion night ’cause of it. They hold it in their mouth until they get back down to the dorm and then they all spit it into an old can or a plastic bag they stole. The clerk that worked here before me used to steal some every week and sell it down on the ’pound.”

  “What about hash?”

  “Hash come in during visitation, or some officer bring it.”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Some of the inmate’s family members sneak it in and slip it to them while they visit or leave it in the bathroom and the orderly get it when he clean up. And, they is officers that will sell it to you. Not many left, but they always a few.”

  “Is it expensive? Hard to get?” I asked.

  “Cost whatever man’s got. Cookies, cards, smokes, or a hit on someone.”

  “No cash involved?”

  “Nosuh. Not enough of it to be able to bribe officers and it don’t do no good for inmates.”

  “Everything’s done on trade?”

  “Yesuh. Inmate say, ‘You do this for me or that for me and I give you my canteen.’ They pay-it just ain’t with money.”

  “What can you tell me about homosexuality on the compound?”

  “Well, they’s the punks, the pimps, the sisters, and then the inmates who use they services. The punks are the real fags. They like it. They was fags before they come in here. They have pimps who look after them and hire them out. The sisters are faggots who just go with each other. They don’t have no one to protect them and they don’t hire out. They just in love, I reckon,” he said, shaking his head and then growing silent.